February 2011 : BEGIN AGAIN

well, welcome to the second month.. February...
people say it fulls of love..
but i don't fell so..
hahahaha

after enjoying unenjoy holiday for 2 weeks ( but I count it just for 1 weeks full holiday)
the second semester comes, it should be harder than the first.
the resulf of first semester was satisfied for me although I couldn't comply my goals.

okeh..
it's begin again from zero...
new semester...
new challenge...
new hope..
new pressure...
and also new things...

well, from my resolution for 2011, some point that i have been doing...
so, this my time to prove that I can couse I think I can...
hhaha

the way is stiil long...
the dead-end will wait me to break me and make me stroger...

now, I think that I start to be forgetten...
no one says hello, no one asks my condition, no one and no one...
they don't know that I need them...
cause now, I'm alone..
no one could I ask to listen my complication...
just wait the time will explode me to be apart and dissapear...

from it all...
I'm still hoping that a good things with me everywhere and everytime...
I don't want the perfection but I just want careness...

in this long feb I learned that if I want something, I should try hard to reach it although faces many trouble.
if I still have a hope, that dreams never sleep then gone...