Think It Positive (Always)

there's so many words that will motivate you with something positive. sometimes it works to me but sometimes it's just a garbage. you  know, actullay I'm kind of negative thinking minded. I always afraind, scare,worry and something like that when I have to face something. *ough there's so much something *poke syahrini wkakaka. I see that as a burden not as a adventages to me. *how dumb I am

I always scare I can't do this well or successful. I ever fail, I ever make a big mistake, I ever make someone dissapointed. sometimes, I wonder why I can do something that at the first time I said "no I can't/ it's hard/ no way/ you kidding me". well, I did it. the result?  Success and bad, but just forget it, importanly, I DID IT. it's a big step for me to against me (my mind).


well, the journey of life makes me to watchful to walk. so many bad thing happened to me. humalition, bully, mocking, underestimated and others. so many people wacth me as a weak boy. don't have any power and something to be proud. *so mean. I always try to keep strong but sometimes that's make me so deep down. I always think why couldn't see me as real me. yes, I have a weakness, bad habit and attitude. I ever try to be an other people, just for what? look me as they I want. *that's so stupid. this is couse of so negative's aura is around me.
 
Well, you can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know what you don't know

Someday I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

you know, I have to strong to live. if I just stay couse of this bad thing, world keep running. world never think you, whether you crying along day and day. you have to hard to world and world would be tame to you. you is you. just do it what you believe. you are no longer what you think but what you believe. first, you have to trust yourself then other people.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Just me myself and i
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, stronger
Stand a little taller
Doesn't mean i'm lonely when i'm alone

fail and mistake is the thing that always happen to people in whole world who ever doing something. keep trying. it's a journey, you have to fall to raise up again. you have to down to get up again, you have to cry to give a better smile, you have to break to storonger, you have to hurts to wise. when you think everything that you do is useless and bring you down. keep positive. maybe it's good for me. not now but later. :)

*sorry if you couldn't understand what I share. I just write something annoying my mind.