there's so many words that will motivate you with something positive. sometimes it works to me but sometimes it's just a garbage. you know, actullay I'm kind of negative thinking minded. I always afraind, scare,worry and something like that when I have to face something. *ough there's so much something *poke syahrini wkakaka. I see that as a burden not as a adventages to me. *how dumb I am
I always scare I can't do this well or successful. I ever fail, I ever make a big mistake, I ever make someone dissapointed. sometimes, I wonder why I can do something that at the first time I said "no I can't/ it's hard/ no way/ you kidding me". well, I did it. the result? Success and bad, but just forget it, importanly, I DID IT. it's a big step for me to against me (my mind).